Sunday in nature
My gosh hasn't it rained over the weekend! Not that we didn't need it, but I did still experience this sinking - oh no, please don't say this is going to continue all autumn and into winter - feeling because it can get awfully claustrophobic inside all the time and I loathe driving in the rain as it gets rather slippery through the lanes.
Still Ewan and I managed a swim in the sea on Saturday afternoon, down at Amarres, a good call on Ewan's part, we have never swam there before and it is great as you can go off the jetty and immediately you are in deep water,so you are forced to swim about for a bit...which is what we did, before getting out and getting changed in the rain, yuck. Still we were comforted by a trip to Costa on the way back home - there is indeed something very comforting about warm and frothy soya milk, washed down with a shot of decaffeinated coffee!
Saturday night we watched Nikita, well I didn't watch that much of Nikita as I had my head buried in a pillow for much of it as I just cannot stand watching violence these days - it just fills the head with all sorts of negativity and is not conducive to a restful night's sleep. And I have to admit while we may have been in bed by 10.30pm (and on a Saturday night too, I love it, back to the olden days!) and not up again until 9am the following morning, I did not feel I had rested in the slightest with all those Nikita induced weird dreams.
So Sunday dawned raining and windy, and it was indeed rather challenging to drag oneself out of bed, but we did as we had decided to go on a mission to collect fallen pine combs at the Guet. Only it was about 10.30am by the time we made it there (not like the olden days with my parents when they would drag us out of bed before dawn to be the first ones at the Guet to have our pick of the fallen branches and pine combs)and there were quite a few people milling around already so we really did have to get off the beaten track to find our stash.
Actually it was a fun 30 minutes, not that I am anywhere near as competitive these days as I may have been in the past, but still it is a bit of a game, seeing if you can find more pine combs than anyone else. There as a moment when I almost - and quite literally - jumped out of my skin. There we were wandering around the middle of the Guet when all of a sudden I noticed 4 guys in camouflage lying on their stomachs, completely still, about 5 metres away from us, with guns pointing in our direction. Ewan did not seem the slightest bit perturbed as he changed our course away from them rather into them as we had been walking, while I was having a mini melt down, my heart was pounding and I had to stifle a giggle (nerves you see).
I guess they were playing some sort of game or it was a training exercise or something, I saw them later on, moving silently from tree to tree, good grief, there should be warnings about this sort of thing - admittedly there were a few women and children in combat attire up at the main carpark, which should have given it away a little, but still, you really don't expect to see men with guns on a nice sedate "picking up pine combs at the Guet" Sunday morning walk with the churc only down the road!
I spent the afternoon with my Mum helping her start to clear out the greenhouse for the winter time. We weeded all the beds and took out the melon plants, the massive courgette plants (have you seen the size of these things, quiet incredible in comparison to the size of the courgettes!)and some of the tomato plants which have produced their best for the season. We collected all the squash in from outside and cleared away the plants - the squash are disappointing this year, in fact lots of things are disappointing this year, nature seems to be all over the place, the squash are much smaller than usual, which is a shame as Mum and I both love eating them and they are so good for us too!
There were tons of tomatoes to pick and also aubergine, red peppers, courgettes and beans. Then we pulled up some carrots and new potatoes and also picked a few blueberries and raspberries (see nature has gone strange, these should have finished weeks ago). I love being in the greenhosue - well actually I like being outside more - but I love being around all the plants and learning from my Mum. She has done so well, she even has Thai basil and lemon grass growing these days and is keen to establish some tea plants and even grow coffee at some stage. Pretty cool.
We had a bonfire to burn a lot of the fallen and dried leaves and dried out brambles from a few weeks ago. There are a couple of apple trees in the orchard outside so I picked some of these - incredible how many earwigs are eating their way through all the fruit - and then I wandered up the lane, down the road from my parents' house, where there is an overgrown patch of a field with the biggest and most juicy blackberrries I have seen this season. Great stuff. We also managed to do all the composting, now that is a smelly job!
So by the time Ewan came to collect me at 6pm I was a touch on the tired and yet elated side, completely dirty and smelly but with a box full of organic and fresh produce, great stuff! We did the recycling before going back home and while Ewan popped out to see his Mum I set to work in the kitchen, roasting off lots of the tomatoes to make into tomato puree as a base for sauces in the next few months, and making a ratatouille mix for Ewan's dinner, as well as boiling some seaweed and eggs and simmering some quinoa to stock the fridge for lunch the next few days.
Needless to say it was an early night for me although I got woken when Ewan came to bed as the cat has fallen asleep at my feet and Ewan insisted she went into the spare room, but of course as soon as we put her in the spare room she wanted to come straight backs into our room, you know how it is with cats, they like to be warm and snug and get their own way. Finally she stopped making a fuss the other side of the door and we managed to get some sleep, in fact I slept for abut 11 hours, lucky me!
xxx
Ramblings of relative creativity
I wrote some poems at the beach yesterday morning, and when I read them this evening I realised that my brother leaving affected me more than I realised and I am thankful to him for encouraging a creative release:-
Once Upon A Time
Once upon a time
There I was
golden and bright
But then the light
went out and my
heart wept
With sorrow.
I can hear the
seagull
reminding me
of who I am
and the urge to
be free.
Free from what,
your heart demands. For
it knows only love and with
that, abandonment.
Maybe one day
soon, the light will
shine again,
and I'll hear
the whispers
beyond the pain.
Love is blind,
love is cruel,
but what
else can the
heart to do?
Night time mood
And in the darkness
of the night, my
heart yearned for
eager flight.
Rise up my love,
it calls to me,
go far, be strong,
and all will be.
But in the moment
of the timeless
void, where all is
still and the world
is silent, I sit
and ponder the
path before me.
There are no
signs that I can see.
After my Reiki, swim, teaching and lovely facial (all those healing hands today and I swear that during the Reiki treatment this morning there were more hands on me than simply Sylvia's...seriously, there is no longer any doubt...Ewan may disagree!) and then a few hours hanging out with Vicki (thank you angel, the cards were totally spot on by the way, and it was great to see you again, have a girly night and watch some dancing!) and I feel clearer and, dare I say stronger, perhaps it is because we are now building up towards a new moon.
I am looking forward to the new moon, perhaps not its heightened energy, but the potential healing and new beginnings it facilitates. Healing can never happen without our involvement, there is no doubt, you cannot expect to heal unless you let go of the past, be that yours or a previous generation. And that is not always easy, it is embedded on every level, and how we access it is different for everyone. But we need to dig deep and follow the heart, it will lead us - call it whatever you like, the Holy Spirit, the grace, the angels, the Universe - but it is only accessible within us. All any of us, as healers, or helpers, can do, is facilitate the process but the work and responsibility rests with us alone.
As Dr Usui said at some point, you have to literally take your healing and wellbeing into your own two hands. You.
So we'll get there, I am getting there, I feel it and I am excited by it. Which is a relief.
I am eternally grateful to Primrose and homeopathy for everything. I was sorting all may articles today and came across stuff I wrote about life 5 years ago and I am simply amazed how much transformation and thus change, has taken place. There is always somewhere to go, but the point is to accept the present moment and be self-compassionate and accepting in the process. I am quite sure that illness presents itself to remind us of this. And let's face it, ignore it at your peril, I am not sure it is the last resort but it is a very obvious wake up call. And usually the signals have been there the whole time.
So humility and graciousness, love, light, peace and happiness.
xxxxx
Weather for ducks and windsurfers
Well it looks like the wet autumnal weather has arrived...such a shame as it was so lovely yesterday. Oh well, the ducks will be pleased.
Ross left yesterday, which was all a little sad as I am not quite sure when I will see him again. Thankfully I was teaching in the morning, which was a good distraction, and it was lovely to see so many old faces returning to their mats (not old in age, old in so much as I have not seen them for a while), especially Tara who is looking radiant with pregnancy and also Lucy and Matt who are back on the Island after the first stage of their travels.
After Yoga I met Chris at Petit Bot and we actually managed a proper swim, like for at least 5 minutes and quite deep, I was very impressed, makes so much difference going swimming with a girlfriend as you can chat and you soon become numb to the temperature of the sea...it has to be good for you, in fact I have been reading all about it in this fabulous book, "Cellular Awakening", hot and cold baths and showers, all part of the detoxification and healing process.
I had acupuncture again yesterday with Andre. I can highly recommend this form of treatment to anyone who wants to heal and experience a little bit more energy, I just feel it has so many benefits and Andre certainly knows his stuff. It is a fab way to simply chill out.
The cat has been a frequent visitor these last few days, I wish we knew her name, she is lovely, I am totally hooked, she is rather entertaining, I just love her white whiskers and black nose. I think Ewan has developed a soft spot for her too!
xxxxx
P.s just got back from a swim at Vazon, well more so a dip (known as the tea bag in the sea swimming circles, in and out), it is fairly miserable out there but great waves and wind for the windsurfers, at least some can be happy about this weather!
Happy September times on Guernsey
Friday evening Ewan and I decided to make a spontaneous visit to the Bella Luce to listen to the live music - David Fuller - and ended up staying for dinner. It has such a lovely ambiance up there, they have this chill out lounge at the back of the bar which is really comfortable and cosy. We had a great night - thank you JKT for the tip, spontaneous evenings tend to be the best!
Saturday morning I taught Yoga before meeting Ewan's sister and brother-in-law for hot drinks at Costa, followed by shopping, picking blackberries from the brambles in the lanes down the road and cleaning the house. I guess it must have been one of those Autumnal days, it was certainly colder, as I ended up baking a banana and walnut loaf too. Well done me, it is not everyday I turn my hand to baking but I do rather enjoy it. I even made a tofu and vegetable Thai curry for dinner while Ewan and Chris popped out for a drink.
We then chilled out with a DVD and managed to get to bed at an early hour, only that we were just falling asleep when we could hear the cat crying at the front door. Being that I am becoming increasingly attached to the cat (which is the next door neighbour's and not ours, although they do know that she has been hanging out at ours and are apparently okay about the situation) I couldn't resist letting her in. She is a such a cheeky cat, within minutes of being in the house she was lying on the bed cleaning herself.
Ewan pretended to be a little unhappy about the situation and put her out on the landing but he didn't close the door and so she came straight in again...so he put her out again and I guess she got the message as she went and slept on the spare bed instead! As we don't have a capflap (obviously, being that this is not our cat, well technically) we have to leave a window open for her and Ewan seems to think she leaves about 5am every day as she is not usually around when we wake...but does re-appear a couple of hours later.
Anyhow Sunday dawned crisp and bright. Ewan went and bought the Sunday papers and breakfast from M&S and the three of us (Chris included) sat and chatted and read the papers rather sedately. I do love Sundays when they start like this! I drove down to my parents' house and spent 30 minutes picking beans and tomatoes in the greenhouse and collecting cooking apples from the tree outside. Mum and Dad have an industrial sized greenhouse and grow an incredible range of fruits and vegetables. They also have quite a few abundant apple trees outside. We really are spoilt.
I stopped at the beach on the way home, the tide was going down, not a all tempting me for a swim, and I ended up sitting in the steam room in the Grande mare instead and enjoying a warm swim in the pool, it was quiet too, clearly Sunday lunchtime is the best time to attend! Back at home I managed a restorative Yoga practice, I have done something to my neck and I am trying to breathe it out...or rest it out, honour it, rather than trying to push through it as I would have done in the past.
Ewan collected his Mum, Val, and we met Ross and Star for a walk over to Lihou Island. I love it! I feel the light at this time of year makes everything look clearer somehow, and almost brighter, I am not sure what it is, perhaps the combination of colours of Autumn, all those reds and oranges and browns, very stunning at times. It was busy on Lihou, the house was open and we stopped for a cup of tea and sat on the decking in the sun, very warming for a Sunday afternoon. We passed some great daisies growing in a field on the way back to the car.
The McInnes family came around for dinner on Sunday night to celebrate Ewan's sister's birthday. Ewan's brother-in-law prepared the meat and fish and I roasted some root vegetables with fresh Rosemary from the garden and made an apple and blackberry crumble with an oat topping. It was a good evening, Ewan's younger brother and sister-in-law brought their 18 month old son with them who entertained us all. Needless to say the cat stayed well away!
Monday morning and I helped Ewan with some gardening work, not only the usual clearing up but I also got to prune this time too! I was rather intrigued by the rotting cherry tree base and the compartmentalisation which had taken place further up the trunk - this is a concept Ewan has talked about many times in the past and now here I get to see it in action. Another lovely Autumnal day, a joy to be working outside, doesn't feel like your normal Monday morning!
In fact it dawned on me how lucky I am. Abundance comes in so many different forms and it is easy to get hung up on it manifesting itself financially when actually you can't put a price on time and freedom. As I got rather depressed when I was sick with glandular fever I was put on a computer based cognitive behavioural therapy course and I have to say that while I am only 2 weeks into it I am beginning to realise how much time I have spent in the past forcing myself to do things I don't want to do (and often don't need to do but feel I should do) rather than doing things I enjoy. So now I am enjoying doing things I enjoy and not feeling guilty for enjoying myself!!
In the evening we went around to my parents for a Despres meal. I was meant to be helping Ross but he had done most of it by the time I arrived and actually carried on creating this wonderful Thai dinner all on his own, he is particularly gifted at cooking, thank you Ross, it was lovely! We managed to catch a wonderful sunset too, really bright oranges, pinks and purple too, all very exciting, perfect Autumnal evening.
Ewan and I did not sleep at all last night, it was the weirdest thing, Ewan is not sleeping great at the moment in any event, he is off travelling for about 3.5 months and I guess he is constantly running through it in his head. I have been sleeping much better recently, all that Yin Yoga, but not last night. We wonder if it was something we ate, or perhaps too much fresh air and branch shifting! 3.5 months without Ewan on the Island is going to be a touch testing. I am seeking clarity of what is next for me. Trouble is, I really should be focusing on living in the present, everything happens for a reason and the clarity does appear eventually...here is hoping!
So another beautiful day today. Teaching for me and catching up on administration, Ross and Star leave on Thursday so we are building up to yet more change.
Hope you are enjoying the week too.
xxxx
This and that
Well we managed a swim at Petit Bot yesterday morning in the rain and the wind, we felt rather proud of ourselves as it was not easy!! By the afternoon the weather had eased, a few showers, but the sun was shining so we headed out to the fairy ring, it was full moon day after all, and did the usual circuit and made a few wishes (I have decided it is okay to make a few wishes without appearing too greedy!.
In the evening the full moon was shining brightly and I left all my crystals outside over night to absorb the moon's energy...this morning they were really shining, it is quite incredible. I stood and honoured the Goddess and also did my own little letting go burning bowl ceremony - it never ceases to amaze me how much there is to let go.
Today I managed another swim, down at Richmond this time, before joining Jenny KT on BBC Radio Guernsey for a 30 minute slot on her morning radio show. This was fun, Jenny is great, she had some dowsing rods in the studio that someone had given her and she was completely blown away by them. I was on the show to promote the Be inspired Yoga and Wellbeing retreat in November and she got me chanting on live radio with her colleague, "Om" and "Om Mani Padme Hum", which was a touch embarrassing and I do wonder what the listeners must have thought! Not sure whether that will have encouraged them to attend the retreat or stay far away!
I have so many dreams for Yoga on this Island yet there is so many other activities on offer over here and people are so stressed and busy that I do wonder if there will ever be enough interest to establish a dedicated Yoga and Holistic centre as much I know it would benefit the local population and visitors too. It just seems at the moment as if the spiritual bods are starting to leave, maybe this is all in preparation for 2012 and getting people where they need to be, but it does make me wonder what will happen to the Island if it is depleted of its spiritually-orientated population, the whole vibration will become even more material perhaps.
Who knows. All i do know is there is major change in the air, for many people, s much as there is for the world itself, what with the weakening of the Earth's magnetic field - scientists have surmised that this is a sign that the magnetic poles are likely to reverse in the near future, as they have done many times before. Just imagine the influence that is having on how we feel!!
Also it is said that the Earth's speed of vibration, its resonance is meant to be increasing too so the planet is literally speeding up - I must admit I often feel as if time is speeding up, especially over here, what with all the cars and the planes moving so fast around us.
And then we are apparently seeing an increase in photon activity and we are about to enter what is called the "photon belt", a ring of photons. This is the first time our solar system will enter it for 11,000 years. Evidently entering the photon belt marks the dawn of a new era lasting approximately 2,100 years when we are bathed in a greater number of photons - in the past such times of high photon activity have coincided with great leaps forward in our thinking and development and we are already living in another time of dramatic progress and development, spiritually and intellectually.
So I guess this is all for the greater good. More free and expansive thought, new paradigms in the spiritual and scientific world, bringing them together as much as anything else, and then the increase in vibration and the higher states of awareness this potentially creates. It could be an exciting few years and I really do feel as if people are being called to prepare.
Anyhow back to today. I received acupuncture from Andre Sidaner, it was very relaxing, which seems a little bit weird when you think you have needles stuck in you, but really you can't feel them, and all I felt like doing was drifting into that no sleep space! I am hoping i sleep as well tonight and my chi is flowing to feel truly energised tomorrow. See, there is just so much potential in this world, just got to be open to it and sit still.
A poem:-
A Poem
Sweep Out The Stable
Be Watchful – the grace of God appears suddenly.
It comes without warning to an open heart.
Sweep out the stable of your existence
And the King will gladly enter.
Rumi
Have a great weekend.
xx
In the evening the full moon was shining brightly and I left all my crystals outside over night to absorb the moon's energy...this morning they were really shining, it is quite incredible. I stood and honoured the Goddess and also did my own little letting go burning bowl ceremony - it never ceases to amaze me how much there is to let go.
Today I managed another swim, down at Richmond this time, before joining Jenny KT on BBC Radio Guernsey for a 30 minute slot on her morning radio show. This was fun, Jenny is great, she had some dowsing rods in the studio that someone had given her and she was completely blown away by them. I was on the show to promote the Be inspired Yoga and Wellbeing retreat in November and she got me chanting on live radio with her colleague, "Om" and "Om Mani Padme Hum", which was a touch embarrassing and I do wonder what the listeners must have thought! Not sure whether that will have encouraged them to attend the retreat or stay far away!
I have so many dreams for Yoga on this Island yet there is so many other activities on offer over here and people are so stressed and busy that I do wonder if there will ever be enough interest to establish a dedicated Yoga and Holistic centre as much I know it would benefit the local population and visitors too. It just seems at the moment as if the spiritual bods are starting to leave, maybe this is all in preparation for 2012 and getting people where they need to be, but it does make me wonder what will happen to the Island if it is depleted of its spiritually-orientated population, the whole vibration will become even more material perhaps.
Who knows. All i do know is there is major change in the air, for many people, s much as there is for the world itself, what with the weakening of the Earth's magnetic field - scientists have surmised that this is a sign that the magnetic poles are likely to reverse in the near future, as they have done many times before. Just imagine the influence that is having on how we feel!!
Also it is said that the Earth's speed of vibration, its resonance is meant to be increasing too so the planet is literally speeding up - I must admit I often feel as if time is speeding up, especially over here, what with all the cars and the planes moving so fast around us.
And then we are apparently seeing an increase in photon activity and we are about to enter what is called the "photon belt", a ring of photons. This is the first time our solar system will enter it for 11,000 years. Evidently entering the photon belt marks the dawn of a new era lasting approximately 2,100 years when we are bathed in a greater number of photons - in the past such times of high photon activity have coincided with great leaps forward in our thinking and development and we are already living in another time of dramatic progress and development, spiritually and intellectually.
So I guess this is all for the greater good. More free and expansive thought, new paradigms in the spiritual and scientific world, bringing them together as much as anything else, and then the increase in vibration and the higher states of awareness this potentially creates. It could be an exciting few years and I really do feel as if people are being called to prepare.
Anyhow back to today. I received acupuncture from Andre Sidaner, it was very relaxing, which seems a little bit weird when you think you have needles stuck in you, but really you can't feel them, and all I felt like doing was drifting into that no sleep space! I am hoping i sleep as well tonight and my chi is flowing to feel truly energised tomorrow. See, there is just so much potential in this world, just got to be open to it and sit still.
A poem:-
A Poem
Sweep Out The Stable
Be Watchful – the grace of God appears suddenly.
It comes without warning to an open heart.
Sweep out the stable of your existence
And the King will gladly enter.
Rumi
Have a great weekend.
xx
September sunsets and swimming
On Monday evening Ewan and I sat down on this little beach near Richmond corner to watch the sun set to the right of Lihou. It is a great spot, aside from the odd dog walker on the top of the peninsula, it is generally really quiet, aside from the bird life, which is in abundance here...in fact it was ducks that night, lots of ducks bobbing around on the sea!
Tuesday morning and Ewan was awake really early and he managed to talk me into an early morning swim at Petit Bot. We were rather amazed to find two people already swimming although they were coming out as we were going in so we didn't feel too embarrassed only staying in for a short while! I do love this swimming in the sea, I am sure it is good for you, healing, all that salt, I tend to do neti in there too, you know the whole snorting sea water to clear the nasal passages and the third eye centre, seems much more natural than using a neti pot somehow.
I went for Reiki with Sylvia yesterday. This was fab, I do so love receiving Reiki especially when my energy is depleted. It seems I have still not learnt how to protect myself, what with all the different energies we encounter, especially when we work with energy. So this is clearly an ongoing process for me as I am sure it is for others too - should really be part of our daily routine, like cleaning your teeth and taking a shower, just taking a few moments to visualise yourself surrounded by a protective light or shield, or simply asking for protection from the Universe.
I have had quite a few enquiries for the Yoga & Wellbeing weekend and am looking forward to that very much indeed. Herm is such an incredible place to get away from it all and re-charge one's batteries, plus it is always lovely to spend time with like minded souls. On that note it is great to be teaching again, my style has changed and it is great to share that with some familiar and also new faces. It was particularly lovely to have both Ross and Star in class yesterday and for the moon to be rising as we ended.
And what an incredible moon. It is full moon tomorrow night so time to start considering all the things you want to let go of...ready to let them go under the light and indeed energy of the moon. Time to cleanse those crystals too. the weather isn't meant to be that great, which is a shame, as I fancied a bit of a dance around the fairy ring!
Love and light
xxx
Autumn outings
Well Autumn is now upon us, there is no doubt, and while it has taken a little while to adjust, it is not so bad. Admittedly the darker evenings are a touch on the testing side, but this just means I get to bed earlier and awake earlier in the mornings - Ewan and I even managed to catch the tail end of sunrise from Jerbourg one morning last week, lovely to be the only people up and about, watching the fishermen going out to sea.
There is also the decreasing air temperature to consider, I mean you could probably still get sunburned in the midday sun, but going swimming in the sea has been a touch testing. Not that we haven't managed it, admittedly I am far more disciplined than Ewan, but the two of us went in down by Fort Grey yesterday, which was a first for both of us at that part of the Island and a rather lovely experience, just what we needed to clear away the weekend cobwebs! The sea certainly isn't getting any warmer however!
I am certain the blackberries are ripening later than normal this year. Ewan, Val and I went for a long walk out at Pleinmont yesterday afternoon and I was armed with a plastic container to pick lots of blackberries, but many of them weren't ready for picking and indeed many of those that were, did not taste so nice either - lack of rain you see, they are not as juicy as they should be, well not all of them anyway! Still we shared a bowl last night with apples and plums from Val's garden - you have to love Autumn fruits.
I love the crispness of Autumn too and the changing colours of the leaves on the trees, and all the berries everywhere and then all the leaves falling onto the roads, the light is different somehow, clearer, and then the moon is waxing at the moment and it looks pretty cool, I believe it is the full moon later this week so a time to let go of the old, welcome the new (remember can only have new when made space by letting go of old) and re-charge one's crystals in the moonlight.
In the Wicca calendar (known as the wheel of the year, because time is always moving like a wheel) we are now nearing the end of the Pagan year and are gearing up to celebrate the penultimate Sabbat - the Autumn Equinox or Mabon as it is also known. Mabon marks the end of the growing season and the world is getting ready to renew itself and go to sleep for a while.
Traditionally, this is the time of year when we would start to see Corn Dollies. You see when the Harvest was gathered, stalks of the best corn were set aside to be woven into a Corn Dollie and this is where the spirit of the fields would dwell during the Winter, when the land was dormant and at rest. The Corn Dollie would be presented to the landlord who owned many acres of land, and families who lived close by would rent the land from him and grow crops on it.
The Corn Dollie would be accepted and in return a feast would be given. Today, we know this as a harvest festival. Such festivals were held not only to show thanks to the Earth and enjoy her bounty, but as an act of faith that the fields would bloom again. When the fields were plowed for the next Spring's planting, the Corn Dollie would be returned to the Earth.
Clever huh!
This kind of thing is fairly huge for me this year. I believe the seed was planted when I lived with my cousin Yo in Devon last year...the whole connection with the movement of nature. Sounds silly I know but it is very easy to be totally disconnected from the subtleties of the changing seasons, focusing on changing fashion and temperatures in offices and houses, but not really appreciating what is going on out there, in the fields and trees, with the birds and the sea. I don't know, I guess I just feel more connected to the macrocosm than I have done in a long time and that makes me feel more alive somehow.
It is great to be back teaching again. I feel so much better than I have done in a long time. I guess a combination of resting, nutrition, homeopathy, dancing, swimming in the sea and changing my own practice so that it is more pranyama, kundalini and indeed restorative based have all helped considerably. Of course it helps to have a focus too and a direction to move in...not that we always know exactly where we are headed, but just to have a vague idea of what kind of life you want to live, rather than simply what you want from life. We'll see.
Talking of dancing, Ewan and I attended one of his friend's birthday meals at La Fregart on Saturday evening (very civilised these days!) and managed to fit in some post meal dancing in Laskas with Alice...you have to love the liberation of dancing, it is all about embracing that goddess within, kind of Tantric really, plus it is incredibly healing...although I was wearing very high heels, which I never normally wear, and there were a few occasions where I felt I was at risk of breaking an ankle, probably better to dance bare foot!
Last week Chris and Ewan were doing some work on Ewan's shed and it was really noisy and dusty around here and not restful in the slightest. Today they are both out of the house and it is wonderful to have peace and quiet to write, potter around and catch up on life! Did I mention the cat? A fluffy black and white cat from next door has adopted us. She (we think she is a she) has been in and out all the time as the boys have had the back door open and we find her sleeping upstairs on the bed or in the lounge. She is really very cheeky and yet I am rather besotted by her - probably because of her cheekiness!
xx
Autumn weekends
Sam and I walked out to the fairy ring on Friday afternoon. We went out there together for the first time last new year's eve to do a letting go burning bowl ceremony with my cousin Yo. So this is the first time we have been back since and it was as lovely as it always is.
You just have to love Pleinmont, it has this special energy, what with its Wicca past (and present, lots of white witches living in the area) and of course the presence of fairies. It is a perfect place to make a wish and ask advice from the pendulumn. Wishes always come true out there.
Sam and I are still looking forward to dancing around the fairy ring under the full moon one evening...trouble is last time I danced outside under the energy of the full moon (naked too I'll have you know, adds to the hol experinece, and yes Ewan thought me totally crazy, what with the crystals cleansing and everything!) I was totally wired for days, in fact I wonder if that is the reason I got sick, shot my nervous system! Anyhow Sam is returning to India on Thursday before the next full moon so all that kind of stuff will have to wait until she is next on the Island.
Anyhow autumn is now upon us and many of the leaves are changing colour and there are berries all over the place, not that the blackberries are ready just yet (at Pleinmont at least). There is just that feel to the air, of change and new beginnings. I believe I mourned the loss of summer last week and now I am finally focused into this new season, hoorah.
The one highlight of autumn is the warm (!) sea temperature. Ewan and I managed a swim at Port Soif on Saturday morning. It was high tide and while it was damp and windy, we were the only people on the beach and it felt good to be swimming, just us and nature, lots of birds and sand hoppers. We warmed up over tea at Victor Hugo's feeling that we had already achieved at least one thing that day!
We managed a swim on Sunday too. Still high tide but the sun was shining and we ended up at Petit Bot where we were certainly not the only people on the beach - it never ceases to amaze me how busy that beach gets and until I met Ewan I have probably only been there a handful of times in my life. Now I love it. Although the sea always feels colder swimming there than on the West coast.
In the afternoon I went along to the Weighbridge to support Sam's adult sport's day to raise funds for a Tibetan charity she supports. The weather was perfect and the whole experience was so much fun...I wish I had entered a team, especially as the first prize was return flights to Jersey for each team member, amongst other things there was an egg and spoon race, a sack race and three-legged race! Those who were participating really seemed to enjoy themselves and I do believe this could become an annual event - as always just need to rally up some support. Well done Sam, you can return to Dharamasala knowing you have tried to do your bit.
xxx